My future car~

Heiii. After graduated from senior high school, I continued my study in collage. When I was studied at school, my father always drove me to school. How about now?? Maybe my father never ever want drive me to collage, because my collage is far.. And my future car is.. M83 n K123.. hahhahaha.. Do you know what is M83 n K123? Hihihi.. That’s a public transportation, Metromini n Kopaja.. To help our world from global warming.. *ciyeeeeeeeeee.. lebaii mode on* hahahaha.. I think, I will more tired than before.. Because I must walk to search metromini, n waiting for it.. Because that is a public transportation, I must waiting until that metromini is full of people.. And sometimes, in metromini there are have many entertainment like a street singer, they sing a song about there’s life.. An ex inmate, want some money, with their poetry.. And sometimes there are an stranger people eat knife.. *.* they said, “untuk makan sesuap nasi ajah butuh makan silet dlu..” How cruel this world..

So many criminal in the public transportation. From pickpocket, plunder, and many else.. Not many of my friends parents permit her daughter go with public transportation. I think, if their parents not permit her daughter go with public transportation, how can she to be autonomous girl? If her parent can’t drive her to home, how can she go home? By taxi? Ouw.. So luxury their life~ Hahaha.. Honestly, I want have a car, so I can go anywhere.. But, my father, can’t buy me a car.. And moreover, I think with public transportation, I can go anywhere.. The differences are, car more private more comfortable and not need to pay.. Hahahaha.. When I think twice, my father is wise, he want me to used public transportation in order that I can be an autonomous girl.. ^^V

I think I waiting for a boyfriend that have a car, in order that, he can drive me to everywhere I want.. *matre mode on* Wkwkwkkwkw.. Kidding largh.. And If he have a car, I won’t he to drive me to everywhere I want, because I want him, go with me with public transportation.. hahahaha.. I want he can see my world.. ^^ moreover he not here.. wkwkkwk. And if he in here, I want he know that how nice go to somewhere by public transportation *lebaii mode on* and then unconsciously we can help our world, from global warming.. hahahaha.. I want tell to us. Better we go anywhere by public transportation.. Why? Because it help many side, you can help our world, you pay for driver, you can more autonomous.. ^^ not bad koq, go with that’s transportation, because every week I used them to go home from my English course.. hahahaha.. ^^ I think that’s enough.. hihihi.. see you next bloggie~

-autonomus.chan-

Someone who can shed my tear..

Have you ever been crying for someone?
Yes, I have.. Not only for someone but some people.. ^^

Itulah pertanyaan yang ada di benak, dan di jawab sebegitu spontannya.. Sebenernya, tema ini terinspirasi beberapa hari sebelum popo ulangtahun.. Kalau ada yang tanya siapa yang paling ni sayangin, pasti ni jawab, POPO (nenek,ibu dari ayah).. kenapa kudu popo? Orang pasti heran biasanya orang paling sayang papa, atau mama, atau pacar mungkin.. tapi ni beda.. *brb curhat* dulu pas ni masih kecil, ni paling di sayang sama popo dan kung-kung ni, karena nini thu ‘cucu dalam’ (cucu yang melanjutkan marga dalam keluarga) pertama mereka. Dan ketika di saat terpuruk ni, di saat ni down, di saat ni butuh seseorang, cman popo yang bisa ngapus air mata ni..

Well, sekarang popo udah tamba tua, dan apalagi popo sakit, dia jatuh dan tulangnya patah. Di saat itu ni yang paling engga bisa control pikiran ni. Jujur ni takut banget klo popo kenapa-kenapa. Dia masuk rumah sakit, di operasi dan memakan banyak uang. Semenjak itu, ni mulai mandiri untuk kerja sambilan.. dan engga berasa udah 1 tahun lebih dari kejadian itu, popo belum ada kemajuan dan tetap berbaring di kasur, ni liatnya kasian, bwaannya mau nangis mulu. Kayaknya di bandingkan kebahagiaan ni,ni prever kasi k popo. Sempet ni nabung buat bli kasur yang bisa jdi kursi buat popo, tpi apa daya, thu kasur mahal bgt, dan memakan byk tempat, rumah popo thu kecil, mau taro di mana coba?

Udah beberapa minggu ni engga ke rumah popo, karna mama mulu yang ke rumah popo. Dan finally ni ke sana, ini yang buat ni sedih, pas ni Tanya keadaan popo dia bilang, “badan sakit dimana-mana, rasanya mau mati ajah” pas denger gitu, rasanya gimana gitu.. pas ni pijitin, dianya kesakitan, pas dia tidurpun juga, masi merasa kesakitan, rasanya thu ni berasa ikut sakit juga. Gk tega liat popo kesakitan, ni langsung nangis.. nangis kenceng bgt.. engga bisa di bendung, pas ni mau bilang k papa pun, ni udah keburu nangis dluan. Ni takut popo kenapa”, dan puji Tuhan, popo udah gk kesakitan kyk pas ni ktemu. Pas hari ulang tahun dia, ni sekeluarga kumpul, rayain ultahnya.. seneng bisa kumpul, walaupun kurang 1 orang, si koko yang kerja di bali.. hahaha..

Hmph, kayaknya OOT bgt dhe.. hihihi.. yawh, salah satu orang yg ni bener” ni tangisin, dia.. popoku.. padahal dia dulu yang ngapus air mata ni, mala sekarang ni nangis karna dia.. ironis bgt yawh.. eh ada juga loh, someone, he can shed my tears, setiap kali ni sedih, dlu ni pasti ngadu ke dia. ni sms blg klo ni lagi sedih, lagi nangis, n dia temenin.. and ironisnya, kepergian dia ngebuat ni nangis buat dia.. rasanya hidup ini ironis banget yawh.. seseorang yang bisa ngapus air mata kita yang ngebuat kita menangis termehek-mehek.. sekarang popo udah lebih baik, dan someone itu udah balik ^^ maybe ni bakal curhat banyak sama dia. moga-moga ajah dia gk pergi lagi, jadi ni ada orang yang bisa ngapus air mata nini.. sebenernya sich, banyak yang mau ni critain, karna orang yg ni tangisin gk cman mereka ber2, tapi klo ni crita bakal panjang banget,, dan berhubung papa udah nyuruh tidur, hihihi.. ni cman ceritain orang yg penting buat hidup nini ajh.. hehehe.. cman ni pengen kasi tau ajah, boleh koq kita menangisi seseorang, tapi better kita menjadi penghapus air mata, daripada kita yang di hapus air matanya.. ni pengen jadi orang yang bisa ngapus air mata orang n bisa buat orang itu tersenyum.. I think that’s enough.. See you next time bloggie~

-smile.chan-

Alvin - Rindu Setengah Mati

It’s about my idol, Alvin Jonathan Idola Cilik 3

Yeah! He is my idol~ My lil prince.. Lol.. Hmph, firstly I didn’t like idola cilik in RCTI, I think that’s just a kid sing a long song, but when my brother watched that. I seen a little cute boy was sang mellow song, rindu setengah mati.. That song was popular by D’massive, there’s a band that sang a super duper mellow song and many of their song, likes someone wanted go to hell.. wkwkwkw.. Seems like broken heart song largh.. But, some of their song, they have survive song.. Well.. Back to topic.. When I saw Alvin sing that song, it’s different when D’massive sang their song.. And I falling in love with Alvin and his song.. gyaaaaaaaaaa~ Because, when I hear that song, I felt miss someone *o~ouw.. miss someone again??? That’s still same people wkkwkw.. never changed* Alvin had charisma when he sang a song.. He is the cool one in idola cilik.. hahaha.. Uh ya, he has fansclub, it’s alvinozta.. ^^ In facebook, many of people add his/her name with alvinozta or ‘alvz’ rise.. I joined in alvinozta, but I didn’t change my name with additional ‘alvz’ rise.. I think not many people knew my lil prince, so I upload his photos and his video.. hahaha.. And I guess you certainly love him like I did.. hahahaha.. *promoted my idol~* Now, he joined a boyband, and band.. They called ICIL DIVO and SIB. Hmph, If you want to know more about him, u can follow his twitter, and don’t forget to follow my twitter too.. wkwkkwkwk.. *promoted my twitter* and you can open his home page.. Luph Alvin very much.. >,< class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">

Back to bahasa.. >,< ank =".=" st="on">gaya* wkwkwkw.. sempet yah liat screenshot twitter dia, kalo dia thu engga pede sama keimutan dia.. kayaknya lucu ajh gitu.. hahaha.. rasanya thu yach, pengen banget ketemu dia, photo bareng dia, sambil meluk.. kwkwkkw.. nyium juga boleh.. *maonya* wkwkkwkw.. rasanya, yang dulu engga gitu tertarik sama namanya bintang idola, jadi tergila-gila.. antusias banget klo nonton idola cilik, pas Alvin nyanyi, atau lagi di sorot gitu, kyknya ni jdi orang gila, yang treak sendiri. Padahal di rumah, n di rumah kgk ada orang.. treak alpinnn ai luph eu.. duh lu kenapa ci imut bgt =.= *gilak udik bgt ye g* tapi ya namanya juga udah tergila-gila jadinya gila dhe.. hahahaha.. I think this enough.. binung sich mau tulis apa lagi, entar kalo ada sesuatu tentang dia lagi, pasti dhe di critain lagi.. Love Alvin too muchhh~ don’t forget, open his homepage and follow his twitter.. XD ciauuuuuuu~

-Iluph.alvz-

About My favorite Dancer, BRANDON !!!

Hahahaha.. Once upon a time, when I read my comic, my brother watched Indonesia Mencari Bakat bersama Supermie.. I saw BRANDON! And I falling love with him.. hahaha.. Since I love dance, especially hip-hop, street dance, and break dance.. I always falling love with someone can dancing.. I think he is the most talented boy in Indonesia.. hahahaha.. Because, when he was 6 years old, he already occupied dance.. ouw~ When I saw his dance.. I felt melting.. hahahaha.. *lebai mode on* He is from Surabaya, arek-arek suroboyo.. I like his dialect.. Medokh wae.. >-< st="on">brandon tengil.. But I think, that’s his power of attraction.. hahahaha.. Once again I felt to fast I was born, want born more slow, then I can be his girlfriend.. kwkwkwkw.. Every time when I saw Brandon, I always shout out loud.. wkwkwkw.. How can, a cute boy like him have dance skill so impressively.. Yesterday I saw him, like as ken at tekken *action game in PS*. So cuteeee.. If you want to know about brandon, you can see his page.. And don’t forget, watch Brandon in Indonesia Mencari Bakat at Transtv every Saturday and Sunday night.. And the most important one.. Don’t forget give him support by sms, tick IMB(space)BRANDON sent to 9910.. hahaha.. GO BRANDON, GO BRANDON GO! GO BRANDON, GO BRANDON GO!

-brandon.lupher-

Video Brandon de Angelo

Milley Cyrus - I miss you

Milley Cyrus - I miss you
Sha-la-la-la-la, sha-la-la-la-la
you used to call me your angel
said I was sent straight down from heaven
You hold me close in your up arms
I loved the way you felt so strong
I never wanted you to leave
I want you stay here holding me
I miss you
I miss your smile
and I still shed a tear
every once and a while
and even though it's different now
your still here somehow
my heart won't let you go
and i need you to know
I miss you.. sha-la-la-la-la
I miss you
You used to call me your dreamer
And now I'm living out my dream
Oh how I'm living out my dream
Oh how I wish you could see
Everything that's happening for me
I'm thinking back on the past
It's true that times is flying by too fast
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once and a while
And even though it's different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you.. sha-la-la-la-la
I miss you
I know you're in a better place, yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me
I miss you
I miss your smile
And I still shed a tear
Every once and a while
And even though it's different now
Your still here somehow
My heart won't let you go
And I need you to know
I miss you.. sha-la-la-la-la
I miss you


Well, I felt miss someone.. hahahaha.. I always miss someone, whereas I miss same people.. When I saw this lyric.. It’s so touch me, in chorus it same likes I felt.. I miss him, I miss his smile, when I miss him, sometimes I cry.. And I shed my tear every time when I miss him.. So sentimentalities am I.. I think it’s different between me and him. Honestly I won’t let him go.. I think that I’m the spoilt girl in this world.. Now, he is in a better place, but sometimes I wish that I could see his face.. If he back indo, hope I can see him and go with him a while.. hahahaha.. Now I can’t do anything for him, but I want him to know, that I very miss him.. shalalalalala~

-miss.rush-